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Hey guys & girls

So today is my day off from work I got two days off I go back to work on saturday

( my birthday)

All day I have been falling asleep, waking up falling asleep, then waiting up but then falling asleep….again. The time is now 4:29 pm missed my whole fucking day lmao buttt I have been filming and editing a project I have been working on. I am only filming part of it because my package has not come in yet. But that is ok when it comes in I will film and post that same day.

I have another projects I am doing I just need to stop being lazy. but that is all I wanted to tell you guys & girls.

Hope you had a nice day.

Thinking about your future?|What characteristics do you look for in a guy or girl?

Hey guys and girls!

yesterday I was in the shower and as I was in the shower I randomly started thinking about my future.

I was thinking about my future children, my future husband. I have always wanted to have twins, when I was younger I saw signs of twins. I know that it is wired to hear “signs of” to some people it probably makes no sense but when I think about kids I always felt like I would have twins, like deep down I feel like I will have twins, back in elementary school I do not know if anyone else group of friends did this but we use to have conversations about having kids…… lol Some would say ” I want to have boy” or ” I want a girl” in that moment In my head I would think about twins but for whatever reason I never said it. so I would just say what everyone else says…..”boy and girl”. In my family there are four girls ( including me there would be four girls I am the fourth)  my first sister had a boy, my second sister had a boy, then they ended up getting pregnant around the same time. My first sister had a boy the second had a girl, this leaves my first sister with two boys, the second sister with a boy and a girl then later on my third sister had a boy.  I told you guys this because I feel like I can be the one who breaks the ice and still the crown by having twins lol I feel like I can really stand out. I am the youngest sister so It is my job the be the princess.

Now to mystery guy you know the guy you wish to fall in with and have kids with and him to have all the characteristic you would want him to have. We all know that something like that would never exactly happen. The guy you are made to be with may not have all the characteristic you wish him to have. A question popped up in my head

” What three characteristics you want him to have”

  1. My overall characteristic about myself would be my creativity. Everything I do revolves around being creative ( drawing, decor, clothing, photography, filming, editing, etc) I would like him to be creative. If he is not creative I do not see us lasting we wont having anything in common…how would we connect, how would we vibe. I would want someone who I can bounce off of were we can inspire each other.
  2. I want someone who has Self control someone who can control his emotions. Not perfect self control but control to a good extent. The number one thing you learn as you are growing up is self control I am 20 years and by this point 9 ( however old you are ) he does not have some type of self control he is most definitely not worth your time. Dating someone with no self control is like dating a child I would not want to date a child.
  3. He needs Confidence.
  4. I have always knew what I wanted in life or in general I feel as so he should Know what he wants in life or have an Idea. Show me that you have a plan and you are not doing things just to get by but because you love to do it and that you do those things with a purpose.

I listed 4 things but I do not think I ask for to much. everyone should have characteristic that they look for in a guy. Tell me if I am asking for to much also tell me what you look for in a guy what characteristic do you look for.

These past few days……

Hey guys & Girls

The last time I spoke to you was on friday……think. saturday I had to work, I had to get to work at 8am and clock out at 5pm so I got to work around 7:50am so I can clock out around 4:50pm. When I am at work I do not like to keep my phone on me I usually turn it off and keep it in my locker I do use it mainly because I am to busy so I just keep it in my locker. But not this time I forgot to do that. So by the time I was ready to clock out my phone was on 10%. I was really hungry after I left work luckily for me I work in a mall so I had plenty of option and places to eat at. So I went to Nandos and got myself a chicken cesar wrap with fries (do you guys eat their, if you have what do you eat) I was going to order wings and fries but I wanted something more fulfilling so I got that. After I got my food after waiting 20 minutes for it, I rushed home while the food was still warm (aka the fries), the mall is right next to the station so it was only a 2 minute walk, it was way to cold to sit outside to wait for the bus so I took the train. The station has really looooonnnnngggggggggggggggg steep escalator, I had 5 minutes to get down the stairs to catch the train so I pretty much ran down the steps. I do not know if any of you have ran down a escalator before? but after a while the steps no longer look like steps, the steps literally start to merge into one and its very deceiving to your eyes it looks like your going to trip but your not…its wired. I made it down the steps in time with two minutes to wait. I live one stop over from where I was I got to my station in five minutes, I live across the street from the station add two more minutes thats twelve minutes point is I got home pretty quick, as I was eating I realized my phone died, after I finished eating I went to my room took a nap. While I was sleeping my phone was charging, woke up from my nap ( I slept for five hours you probably would not call this a nap but to me this is what a nap is lol) I realized my phone barely even charged. I thought nothing of it and turned it on, while I was on my phone I saw that it was dying as it was charging! long story short my phone won’t charge so I have to get a new phone but I wont be able to get it until after friday so that sucks. Sunday I had to go to work at two got off at nine, nothing happened that day was pretty  boring I did not do anything just work and sleep. That is my update hope you guys are having a good day!.


New page layout?!?!

Hi Guys & Girls!!!!

today is my off day, I am so use to having to wake up at Six in the morning that I woke up at Six and I have been awake ever sense. I find it funny that when I have to wake I can’t but when it is not necessary I can wake up….wired. From Six to around 10 I have been in and out of sleep one minute I am awake the next I am sleeping type of thing.  Until finally I was able to get up, I ate breakfast for the very first time in months. I am one of those people can not eat until Eleven but today I ate Ten.

I then started to wash my bedding ( sheets, blankets,etc) while those were washing I folded cloths that I wash on saturday that I was too lazy to put away ( I left my dirty cloths on the floor) so I did that as I watched Netflix. After that I steamed and sprayed my bed witch I do monthly. I live in a apartment were I share a washer and dryer with my neighbors that live in my building, I do not know there living conditions and I do not want bed bugs so I spray and steam my bed.

I usually wait three hours before I put my sheets and stuff on my bed so while I was waiting for that to do its thing.. I sent out a few tweets, changed my blog layout I FINALLY got my blog layout to look similar to my Tumblr ( click here or see down below) layout I just can not get the border around my post black but that is ok I can deal.

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and that is pretty much all I did and have been doing majority of my day. I hope all of your are having a good day I will talk to you guys later.


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Late Night Chit Chat

Would you rather be famous when you are alive and forgotten when you die or unknown when you are alive but famous after you die?

My answer

I would rather become famous when I die because, I am unknown witch means that no one is paying attention to my every move no one would know my talents and what I can bring to the table. I am a lover for art! So this will give me enough time to create as many drawings, stories, paintings, I will be able to put together my own clothing line so that when I die and they discover my work my childerns, children will be set for life and my legacy can continue forever.


If I was to choose to be famous now and forgotten when I die I will mostly likely would be one of those celebs who pulls a lot of publicity stunts and just live it up. If no one is going to remember I might as well go all out.

Tell me what you would do down below.




Answer question 1-36

I was on Pinterest searching for ideas for a blog post and I came across this pin 

So I thought it was a great way to get to know me and a conversation starter.

  1. Cèline
  2. 19
  3. Insects, Zombies, failing
  4. Art,food,my phone
  5. Intelligence,style,looks
  6. Stupidity,negativity,show off
  7. I do not know what you are asking
  8. Straight
  9. I never had a proper date I was never in a relationship it was more like a hangout.
  10. 5″11
  11. Old TV shows 
  12. Idk 
  13. Orange
  14. Maybe
  15. ” I’m like a shark I only swim forward never backwards” 
  16. My room
  17. Mac & cheese
  19. SZA CTL
  20. 9
  21. Brown
  22. Dark dark brown 
  23. Idk
  24. Yes
  25. I wasn’t thinking 
  26. Oh they skipped 26…
  27. Don’t have one to many to pick from 
  28. Right now would be drew barrymore 
  29. Don’t have one 
  30. Neutral
  31. Cèline
  32. Single
  33. Good
  34. Christmas
  35. I’m basic none

 if you made it to the end answer questions 1,36, 10 in the comment section